Woah man!

It's been forever since I've posted on here. :( I apologize in advance for that. Senior year is tough and stressful but whateves. I'm usually on tumblr, twitter or facebook, so just stalk me on there.

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@_Sashy

College

Today,has been one of the best days of my life. No doubt in my mind about it. Today I received a letter of acceptance into one of my top three universities. I'm happy,amazed,astounded,and to be honest a little shocked. I am however very excited to start a new chapter in my life. :)

- the kiidd.

The 10 oclock Show

My new hat

Whatsup guys? I'm back to post and update you guys on life. Well,I've applied to one college already and I'm very excited! My Senior year is still going great,I almost have all A's with one C :/ but I'm most definitely working on it. The other day I ordered my class ring,my cap and gown,and some senior accessories. Fuck Yeah! Also,my car roy is in the shop :/ hopefully I can start driving him within the next month or two.

Slacker?

Most definitely. I have been slacking on posting here. On the bright side I'm doing decent in my Senior year of high school. :) I just have to make up two tests for my first period and study harder for my other classes. I'm still single and I'm ok with that. I'm going to close off that "field" of my life for a while or until something happens. I'm doing more writing in my notebook but currently procrastinating on finishing an essay for my lit class. :X Don't judge me! It happens to the ebst of us,...sometimes more frequently to me.

a weird dream :/

In this dream I lived in a huge apartment with my aunt,uncle,mom,2 cousins,little brother and me. We ended up in one of the rooms because my brother wanted me to make him a cake. I made an ipod touch cake it was weird but I didn't like it so I destroyed it and was in the process of making a new one. For a reason I don't remember I started getting real angry at my sister(who magically popped up) and my cousin. I started screaming and telling them to," get the fuck out of the room," repeatedly. I started throwing things and raging. I ended up in my uncles room where my mom was watching one of the tv's. His room was like an apartment within an apartment. I went to his bathroom and just hung out around there. My cousin came in and started talking to me,all of a sudden her little sister came in an started saying how she finished cooking the cake and this threw me over the edge. I started yelling at her and again telling her to get the fuck out of the room. Then my cousin started yelling at me and we got into a huge fight I ended up hitting her and she fell and hit her head. I panicked and picked her up looking at her head,she had a bump that looked like a mosquito bite and it was bleeding a little bit. I got scared because as soon as I told her she started having a panic attack and I got my mom who held her and told me she was fine. (she stopped moving after my mom held her) I lost it again because my aunt started yelling at me and in my anger I just said,"fuck this shit,I'm leaving." I ended up moving out and getting my own apartment. The building wasn't even done yet but the room was and I somehow ended up being able to get it. Then I saw my grandma who had a weird obsession over coy fish ( -.- ) I invited my best friend over because we had, had a fight and weren't talking. I was really nervous that she was coming over. Then everyone in my dream I think ended up going to what looked like a fancy sea world. It was in the air...(don't ask). Behind shamu and his friends a concert was going on. It was Joan Jett,Cherrie Currie,Dakota Fanning and Kristen Stewart. (Dakota and Kristen were dressed in their runaways get up.) At the end Dakota and Kristen ended up talking to us about how it felt to be up there. It ended there because my brother woke me up to make pancakes.. :/ I'm soooo confused about this dream,it was so random.

Terrified.

That's how I feel. Only because I'm scared of how people will react. I am a lesbian,not everyone I know is aware of that. My mom,3 cousins,a few of my friends and my ex girlfriends. I haven't told my dad,my 2 sisters,little brother,the rest of my family and my other friends. I really want to tell my sisters and I'm going to later on today. I don't care what they say I just need to get it off my chest. So I'm letting you all know now. I like girls. I like girls, oh and just in case you missed it I like girls. :)