- the kiidd.
Monday, June 28, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Rant
This happens to be the most frequent question I get asked. It's a very good and valid question,but I do tire of being asked this. Why am I single you ask?
One reason is mainly because I choose to be. By choice I am single. Every-time I try to give my all to a girl,they either want nothing or expect more then I can give. Now,I know I'm not the best person out there,but dammit I expect you to appreciate what I do for you. I know that what I look for and what I get in a person, are so far apart that they would be considered long distance cousins.
I need and want an intelligent,funny,and caring person in my life. It's what I crave. I always end up with a semi-educated,ignorant,and selfish person. At first they appear to be what I so desperately crave,but they show their true colors about 2 months in and by then I'm a bit too selfish.
I hope that they will change,knowing deep down they won't but I always give them the benefit of the doubt. By the 4-5 month I'm worn down and don't know what I should do. 6-7 months I hate the relationship,why do I let things get like this? Purely on selfish desire...maybe,and I don't mean in a sexual way. By the time I break it off,or they do I want nothing to do with any one for a while. It happens every single time.
This is my rant if you will and I stick by what I say.
Does this happen to you? What do you do and how do you end up handling it?
One reason is mainly because I choose to be. By choice I am single. Every-time I try to give my all to a girl,they either want nothing or expect more then I can give. Now,I know I'm not the best person out there,but dammit I expect you to appreciate what I do for you. I know that what I look for and what I get in a person, are so far apart that they would be considered long distance cousins.
I need and want an intelligent,funny,and caring person in my life. It's what I crave. I always end up with a semi-educated,ignorant,and selfish person. At first they appear to be what I so desperately crave,but they show their true colors about 2 months in and by then I'm a bit too selfish.
I hope that they will change,knowing deep down they won't but I always give them the benefit of the doubt. By the 4-5 month I'm worn down and don't know what I should do. 6-7 months I hate the relationship,why do I let things get like this? Purely on selfish desire...maybe,and I don't mean in a sexual way. By the time I break it off,or they do I want nothing to do with any one for a while. It happens every single time.
This is my rant if you will and I stick by what I say.
Does this happen to you? What do you do and how do you end up handling it?
Friday, June 18, 2010
Lazarus
I'm sitting here in my room listening to Travis McCoy's album,Lazarus. Album is dope as fuck! In all honesty I don't know why people are sleeping on him. His CD is so diverse,I don't think I've heard a album quite like this in a while aside From B.O.B's cd and Drake's of course. If you haven't checked it oout,Do so NOW!! It's amazing,I enjoyed/and still enjoy every song.
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